Im sick of my boyfriend telling me to eat something. I get it he cares but its what I do with my body. MY BODY. I obviously don’t have an eating disorder. I’m still fat. I still hate myself and I won’t stop. & why doesnt he understand.. im doing this for HIM. He can tell me I’m perfect, and Im “sexy” but- i see how he looks at other girls. i want want to be those girls. I want him to be happy. I dont make him happy.
You know what sucks? Having trust issues sucks. Sucks when you can’t tell who your real friends are, sucks when people try to get close to you and all you do is push them away.. sucks when you meet someone who has complete full potential and is offereing you everything you want in someone aaaaand…
In all honesty, I have a pretty decent life. I’ve done some things and there have been some things to throw me off, but I, personally, am pretty great.
- I play piano very well
- I play guitar well enough
- I sing beautifully
- I am veritably a genius
- I am not half-bad looking
- I accept the flaws…